SAME PLACE, SEEING ANEW

Almost every day from September 15 to May 15, I take my dogs for a walk on Long Beach, a narrow spit of sand split off from the main land by the Centerville River. It is a two mile walk through rolling dunes of beach grass, scraggly pines, tangled bushes of beach plums, and rosa rugosa, and stark sand beaches. I have taken thousands of photos there, most of them with my iPhone.  

I was always looking for shapes and harmony. The dogs complemented the landscape, with their golden fur so similar to the beach grass and a contrast against the blue of the water. I captured the sweep of the paths, the reflections of the clouds in the tidal pools, the geometry of the wooden piers, the colors of the sky as a sunset developed. I walked through the golden hour where the light bathed the subjects with warm light.

I wanted to practice using my new cameras so that their mechanisms would become second nature to me. So, I decided to bring one with me every day. I made some changes, we walked earlier than usual because there are fewer people and dogs around, and I could concentrate a little more. This meant we were walking in strong sunlight with heavy shadows, not the best for photography. But my goal was to learn the camera, so it didn’t matter what the images were like beyond being properly exposed. This in itself is a form of freedom.

I tried to see a place that is almost as familiar as my kitchen in a new way. I think about how today is different from yesterday in terms of light and mood. I think about how those differences effect my settings and my subjects. I consider how to handle the strong light and what sort of images I could take where that would become a positive feature. And as I reviewed my images, I realized that I was taking radically different pictures and that I like them: the new images are not landscapes with dogs, but about the interactions of the dogs with each other and their people.

One Dog Wants to Be Carried, One Dog Wants to Run

One Dog Wants to Be Carried, One Dog Wants to Run

Dog Walks

The highlight of my days this year has been walking the dogs, Maisie Dobbs and Tokyo. This is no hardship on Cape Cod with many beautiful woodland and beach options to choose from. We do have a regular rotation and enjoy walking where we will see some friends. Most of my photos this year have been from these walks. Recently, I have been trying to capture the action of the dogs at play. Over the next few days I will share some other photos with you that capture the flow of the seasons.

Collies vs. Boxers

Collies vs. Boxers

BLACK & WHITE

My Christmas present was a camera that only takes black and white pictures. It was a surprise. I was fascinated by the idea, because it is so contrary to what I normally do. When I get stuck creatively, I often set my iPhone to a black and white replacement camera, and it throws the puzzle pieces up in the air. I see things differently. This beautiful camera demands a new understanding of the world, and I am struggling (in the best of all possible ways) to express myself without color. I love it.

What Comes Between Us

What Comes Between Us

So, What’s Next?

That is the title of this image, painted from a drawing I made in figure class. I like to make a detailed drawing and then make a number of variations on the pose, this is one of those.

But it is also what I wonder about every day, particularly with making art. Right now I am exploring in a bunch of directions, which is confusing and exciting. The directions aren’t new exactly — I have been balancing photography with digital mixed media and digital drawing for a number of years now. In the last year with all the restrictions on my activities, I focused less on photography. But then I started working on a number of projects that defined this particular space here and now, and photography seemed the way to do that. I am taking a camera with me again, which so far means I have a lot of terrific pictures of my dogs playing at the beach. But sometimes those experiences evolve in ways that I don’t expect. I am using my iPhone and my more serious cameras, and looking for something…. I’ll post some of my initial experiments in the coming days.

So, What’s Next?

So, What’s Next?

Portraits

I like to go to figure drawing classes, but when there weren’t any, I switched to drawing portraits from reference photos. My children all live far away, so I spent some time with each of them mentally as I sketched and painted.

Alix

Alix

Jake

Jake

Olivia

Olivia

A Cancelled wedding

We all have important events that were cancelled because of the virus. Mine was my son’s wedding in Costa Rica in July. When we were first locked down, my first project was designing the wedding invitation. It eased the early days of staying home because it was something very happy to look forward to! But it didn’t take me long to start wondering if we would be able to go even four long months later. These two images are from the spring as my hope was fading. The first one is from a photo shoot of the dress I had bought to wear. The second is a fantasy of an exotic Costa Rican night.

Will We Still Dance at Summer Weddings?

Will We Still Dance at Summer Weddings?

Dreaming of Away

Dreaming of Away

Waiting

Before the pandemic, I started a series on women waiting. As the year evolved this took on a whole new resonance. I wasn’t out taking pictures of other women to use as reference, I was staying at home. The subject available was me waiting and I was waiting all the time. We all are. Over the summer the waiting women became about me and my feelings about the pandemic. I was always waiting: for the vaccine, waiting to see my children and friends, waiting to go to a restaurant, waiting to teach in person, waiting for the election. I set up photo shoots with myself as a subject and painted my own features and physique using poses from the reference photos I had collected of other women. In this way, I chronicled the new regularity of my everyday schedule and the small changes to routine. I also could explore my feelings about what I was missing. Both of these images are from self portrait photos I set up: in the first I am wearing my pajamas in my studio and in the second I am all dressed up, infatuated with the shoes, but not going anywhere at all!

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Sunsets

During normal times, I take our local landscape for granted. Of course it is a pleasure to live in a place like Cape Cod and to go about my daily life surrounded by beauty, but still I was busy with errands and teaching classes and all the concerns that make up a normal life. My eyes are not always open and truly seeing. Even during my daily dog walks, my mind could be busy and prevent me from fully engaging with my surroundings. During this pandemic year, I started looking to the landscape for inspiration and finding it more often. Autumn is sunset time for me. The earlier sunsets mean that almost every day my dog walks are finished lit by a sunset. I cannot stop taking pictures of them, particularly if the colors strike me as different or if the clouds are just right and the sky explodes in color. This year, I’ve tried painting from my photos to bring that feeling inside me as I unravel how all those colors fit together.

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Two Versions, one view

I often make several versions of the same image, usually moving from the more specific and realistic to the more abstract. Here are two drawings I did from a reference photo I took with my iPhone. I like them both for different reasons. The first one captures the late autumn colors of the beach grass and the beautiful golden light at the end of the day. The second one with its more interpretive colors has a magical feel to it and energy in the brush strokes. The next version? Something with just the shapes….

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AnothEr Reason to Stay Home

I have been making images all year, but just stopped posting. Who knows why? It has been an unusual year and I have experienced some real fluctuations in my creativity. During the beginning weeks of lockdown I was locked down inside as well. And although I spent many hours in my studio working, I found myself focusing on technique and looking ar other artist’s work in books and online. During the summer, I opened up. My focus on women and waiting had new resonance. I became interested in the objects around my home. My interest in using a camera instead of always my iphone was reignited as I tried to express my feelings about being home, and this time. During the winter I have closed down again, but not so tightly. I am going to zoom figure drawing classes weekly, and exploring black and white photography.

For the next few days, I will highlight some of my favorite works from the year, many of which I’ve added to my gallery. Then it will be time to move on to some of my newer works!

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Tipping Point

It’s time for a restart for this blog. Here we go! This image just won Best of Show for the exhibition “Images of Resilience” sponsored by the National Association of Digital Artists. The entire show is beautiful. Check it out at https://www.nationaldigitalartists.org/

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Ghost Print

Inspired by the Andy Warhol exhibit at the Whitney Museum in NYC.  

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